Likes and favorites run my life.

Likes and favorites run my life. 

It's almost like I strive for them more than a handshake from a new friend or a hug from a loved one. The consistent notifications of approval are nice, but they just make me lonely in the end. It may seem like I have it pretty good just taking photos to pay the bills & not needing a real job. But it honestly sucks. I'm alone. I don't have human coworker's to do life with or talk to everyday, all I have is a buzzing in my pocket from people that only know me through these mediums. It may suck having to consistently be working all week, but it allows you to develop relationships with people that you wouldn't otherwise that can open your eyes up to something new. When I worked at FedEx I met people that I'd never thought I'd associate myself with, but they got to know me and I got to know them. Work sucked but I was with people that cared about me and actually knew me. I don't really know where I'm going with this but I guess just appreciate what you have right now. Of course I'm thankful for where my photography has taken me & my amazing friends & my gym fam that I consistently see, but Im talking mainly about a job. Just cause things look nice through social media, doesn't mean that's always the case. Sorry for the rant, just tellin y'all that care where I'm at. 

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